Like finally, so much of misses. I've got the chance to meet Fighter again. Yes, fighter is a cat -.- Well, I did said that I'll be updatingg later yesterdayy but I didn't. Don't blame me because I didn't sayy I promise. So yeahh (; It rained heavilyy yesterdayy, heavilyy. andd hell yeahh, me and Aqilah played in the rain. Blame me, for not bringing the umbrella. It was fun, afterall (; andd two stupid matreps actually offered us to fit into their one pathetic umbrella and there's 4 of us together. idiot enough -.-
Headed to babygirl's crib to have our lunch there. andd we had some conversation about our late ex bedok town schoolmate. On how we've got to know each other and afterall, he's a nice guyy though his face doesn't looks like it. Really pity him but this is fate. Rest in peace, Sakai ;( We then headed to 238 and yahh, played in the rain again. Spent like almost 2 hours with fighter, Princesss and the rest. Well, we did gossiped a lil bit. Er, maybe like a lot. Hehh^^ Fighter and Kiky have grown a lot more bigger now and Kikyy, gosh she's heavyy. Ohyahh my teeth hurts noww, since yesterdayy. Suckishh.
Till now, it hurts so much more than yesterdayy ;( I can't even have a proper meal and damn, I skipped breakfast. I feel like crying noww, It hurts so muchh ;( Really, real much babyy. andd hell yeahh, someone just ruined my morning dayy. It sucks big time, I hate you even more seeing your face. andd familyy, It just gets worse. If onlyy I could read dad's mindd. I knoww, it's your moneyy. But these furniture here, It's been here eversince mum passed awayy. How could youu?!
I've been keeping myself busyy these past few dayys. By playing cafe world and Fishville. Hehh^^ Babygirl woke me up and asked me to feed my fish. and gosh, she played at 2am in the morning. Crazyy right, I was sleeping then. Damn, I'm addicted to both. and my 2nd sister is catching up with me. I must sayy facebook is much more better than friendster, like duhh -.- Kayy, that was random.
So yeahh, I was sleeping then grandmother woke me up just to pick up the call. Well, it was some loan sharks asking for my uncle. In my sleepy tone, I just saidd wrong number and he mumbled something then hang up. Idiot siaa, I was like huh. Hopefully theyy won't be knocking on my door next since I'm alone at home noww. I wonder whyy must you get my house involved with this kind of problems. Troublemaker -.-
It has been a few weeks since i last saw babygirl. Well, she's been the most responsible granddaughter these dayys. annd Yeah, Adhe was back to his hometown in London i suppose. But ohwells, for only a month plus babby. You can do it, I know you can (; There's no need for you to have an application for a part-time boyfriendd. Hehh^^ There's qilah, me and most importantlyy fighter. Goshh, miss him alreadyy. Eh waait, babygirl just texted me (; Yayy, will be meeting fighter soon. Update later, people (;
It's great to be at home. I've been trying to save money and kinda, lose weight actually. I've been eating regular meals, NOT. Instead, I've been skipping breakfast as well as lunch sometimes. But hell yeahh, I know it's not good. I won't be crazy enough to let myself starve, so no worries. annd I've planned to take up sports for CCA when i'm in ITE or Polyy.
Currentlyy, I'm dead boredd at home alone. The television is on, the fan at the living room is on but I'm not using it and here I am, blogging. Hopefully outing on this Fridayy is still on. Like I've said, we're drifting apart. So, I simply can't wait for tomorrow night to watch America's Next Top Model. It's coming to an endd and happy to sayy, I've not been missing any episodes.
I guess I've been gaining weight eversince I visited my grandmother. She has been cooking a lot and forcing me to eat every 3 hours. It's not going to happen again, never. Well, hopefullyy. Oh yahh, It's been a long time since I last see Fighter. goshh, miss him like truckoads.
It pains me so much, real much seeing other girl's blog saying how thankful they are to have such a great mother. I wish I could sayy that too. I wish I could put her picture up here and proudlyy say something that could make her feel how important she is in my life but sadly, I don't have anyy. aand it can be much more painful when a mother calls her daughter sayang and darlingg. Jealouuus y'know ;(
Recently, I got to know from Aliff that we're all driffting apart. Even, I realised that too. It's been some time since our last outing together and I remembered I couldn't make it for the last outing. Just don't because of one particular guyy, you guys are taking one step back. I miss those outings with a whole bunch of you boys. annd eversince that, I wonder how's my relationship with him going alongg. I guess, I did realised my mistake. We were friends and always will be, Naz.
Familyy, it's going out to nowhere. Grandma hasn't been cooking dishes these few dayys. annd I kinda miss daddy, like alot noww. I wonder how is he doing there, has he been taking regular medicine, is he well and so on. It's been some time since I last had a long conversation with daddyy. Relationship with sister, better than ever (; love it. It's great that we haven't been fighting latelyy. Just that first sister is busyy with work, second sister is busyy with school and third sister is busyy with school too so it can be boring at times too.
Oh wwaait, I miss someone ^^ I'm not falling in love.
Planned with aqilah and the gang to Town was cancelled, somehow. So yeahh, I thought i could stayy at home and playy cafe world all dayy long. Yes, I've been addicted to it ;D annd, I've been catching up with you guys that is above me. But nah, I have the urge to just go out somewhere andd so we headed 3 of the Tampines Shopping Malls. We went in cotton on like about 4 times. Mango for 2 times. goshh, we were damn fucking got nowhere to go just to kill time. That's right, kill time babyy.
and Yeahh, thinking about that. I remembered looking at one guyy at Swensen's. Hehh, it's really seldom for me to actually turned back to look at him again and again. lol, Yeahh i knoww. I'm 100% single, It's okayy to mingle rigght girls. Just don't flirt, BUT i knoww my limits. Well, Saiful had alreadyy gone to Jurong camp for 11 dayys. Means no book out on Fridayy night and Saturdayy ;( It's really a sad thing since I didn't get to meet him last Saturdayy too. But ohwells, there's always time for us.
I simplyy can't wait for band practices. It's going to be Bedok Town Military Band last concert before the merging of Chai Chee Secondaryy. I'm soo looking forward to Solfeggio III. I wonder how's the band going to be like when Chai Chee band come over. annnd Yeahh, I'll be playing french horn with Park Sung Min (; Hehhh, love it.
